Chapter One

I just finished high school and now off to the real world. Or so it would seem that is. But the truth is, I must be the biggest slacker, EVER. i did pretty well in school. Yet, i didn't really care to much about college or whatever it is that i thought was gonna happen after high school. Dumb ass. So now with everyone starting their new life, mine is delayed until January. As of now it seems that life is just gonna pretty much be, party, work, boys, party, party, and partying. Sounds great right?!? Not as great as you would think. I can't save money if my life depended on it. I make really good money at my job but somehow it keeps disappearing. Not good. I'm thinking of just giving my debit card to my mom for awhile so i can save over a thousand bucks at once. So as of now the plans are to save money and get ready for school. That way in January I can move out. But the debate with that is.... I have such a good home life with parents who do and would do anything for me. So why move out? To get the whole "college life" scene. But is it worth it? And just before I go can we catch up on the whole boy thing. There is one that I'm in love with. Or maybe not in love with anymore but for sure i love him. One that is no good for me. He has a bad past but if only I could figure out a way to just focus on the future. And another one that i keep around for the feeling. The kinda guy that would marry me today and live happily ever after. I could probably couldn't care less about him, but its still nice to have him there. So, I'm guessing that's it for now. With more to come i assure you. Goodnight.